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Wednesday - Feb 10
-ve solutions n no good words from me ?? really ?? i dono leh.... but i m not tat bad, k ?? why keep on saying me bad oh ?? listen to others n improve ?? i also knoe tat la... but i din do anything wrong leh.... teaching me or scolding me wor ?? ='(

..................
haizz.....

My "heart" is not strong enough

Tuesday - Feb 9
heart ?? love shape..... ^^..... hehe..... but my heart can also get hurt sometimes..... my heart is blooding(mean hurting, k ??) sometimes.... n i dont knoe wat i wan to do..... i always ve negative solutions.... ? i din ve good words... ?? wat kind of "man" u r..... !! y u r saying me like tat ?? i m getting mad..... ya..... my face just looks like a bad person or wat oh ?? or my communication skill too bad le.... ?? ashh..... DONT SAY ME LIKE TAT !! i hate.... !!! i can think n decide wat i m saying.... i knoe which words r good n bad.... i m human.... i ve mind.... i m not stupid.... !!! i can be able to decide wat i wan to say..... sometimes just kidding wif words cannot de wor.... ?? ok !! FINE !!! i feel tat i m in hot water now...... i dont like tat kind of feeling.... everyone has the ability to like anyone..... i also ve..... BUT i like de ppl dont like me.... so i like him for WAT !! six sense ?? someone told me tat he felt tat i dont like the person tat i like de le.... but he is wrong.... i m still liking him.... but i m liking him in my heart..... like a person no need to belong..... tat person happy then jiu ok le..... tell tat person tat i like him ?? nope.... later everything ll change..... i cant control wat ll change.... dangerous sign..... liking, loving n hurting..... tat r the process tat everybody has de..... loving ?? got true love in tis world ah ?? i dont think so... in dream also din ve.... all fake de..... my heart is beating..... while beating, it is also blooding (=hurting) .....

p/s: someone is looking for a mummy.... i dont knoe wat type of mummy he wan la.... can "lay egg" de jiu ok le..... hahaha....

I m hungry now le.........
Let's ve dinner...........
EAT n FORGET........

believe

Monday - Feb 8
i ll believe anything easily..... either it is good or bad.... i ll just believe...... dont knoe i m clever or stupid...... haizz..... n i m adult, not CHILD !!! listen carefully... !!! "valentine day need to prepare wat present ?" wat a weird question which had been asked by someone !!! use mind to think also knoe la !!! no bf then how to prepare wor..... prepare to STRANGER or GHOST ah.... ?? aduhai..... prepare presents for valentine day is NOT my business.... !!! coz tat day also meaningless for me mah.... nothing special..... believe ?? ya..... i believe all the words tat ve been said..... every words in every moment..... even though some words r just kidding n fake de..... i also believe..... today is a hot day.... sunshine is very strong..... i hate tat.... haiz.... i believe there is "forever" de things mah ?? erm..... not really..... love is forever ?? maybe la.... family love is forever.... i knoe tat only..... others ah.... dono leh..... maybe got a bit lo.... if i like her, then she ll like me mah ?? if i like him, then he ll like me mah ?? actually like is a simple n easy process, ya ?? then how about love ?? love is a challenging n difficult process ?? ..... hah ??? we need to like first, then just ll love ah.... ?? maybe leh.... or of course like tat de..... i believe "like" & "love"..... hehe..... if not, there r not babies in tis world le lor..... daddy n mummy = baby...... ^^......

I believe....
Believe love...

think & dream

Sunday - Feb 7
i m thinking... think about him... i m dreaming.... dream about him... i tell myself tat i cant think n dream about him.... i cant.... BUT i fail.... quite a few days tat i din sad or moody le.... i listen to my heart.... i follow my heart.... my heart tells me tat : " U must be happy n cant be sad.... even though u r sad, u also cant belong wat u wan... "..... so i ve tried hard.... very hard..... every time when i start to think, i ll become moody... i ll not talk n just ll look everywhere.... now, i knoe tat like a person also not easy.... if we like a person tat also like us, then we r lucky.... but if we like a person tat does not like us, then we r unlucky.... SO i m an unlucky person.... "single" life has good n bad.... enjoy BUT boring.... i m laying on my beg n hugging my pillow.... i ve some words in my mouth n wan to say out.... BUT there is a lock..... i choose not to spread out my words.... coz i need to protect my heart.... protect it from receiving rejection.....

I miss u........
I miss my pillow...
I miss my strong soul....

miss ♥

Saturday - Feb 6
suddenly ve special feeling - MISS.... ^^...... ya.... miss(...).... hehe.... dont knoe why..... but i din sad, a bit happy lagi..... hehe..... erm..... valentine day is coming soon.... n tat day is also the 1st day for CNY...... quite happy ler.... even though i m single la..... haha..... but if compare, i prefer valentine day ler.... coz valentine day is special mah..... BUT i cant celebrate it..... someone said to me tat i could also celebrate it wif friends ?? ya kah ?? but if friends, i think also need to find "single" de friends wor..... coz "not single" de friends all dating leh..... cannot "kacau"..... hehe.... but i just say say niah la..... valentine day is for couples de mah..... if not couple, then weird weird de leh..... n today whole day i m not moody or wat de..... very good ler..... BUT my mummy says i gila le.... haha.... coz i keep on laughing today.... hahaha..... happy saturday ya... ^^.....

Life can be easier...
IF we smile n laugh...

♥ = game ?

Friday - Feb 5
If love isn't a game, why r there so many players ?? in tis game, quite a lot of ppl ll get hurt... either boy or girl... Just like someone had written " Love is sweet at 1st, then turns sour wif all the jealousy, it gets hot when all the arguments came in and bitter is the after taste "..... ya, i agree..... these r the steps n lessons tat ll be met when somebody is in love...... at 1st, be together n very happy + sweet ^^..... then become boring n quarrel...... at the end, no feel anymore n break..... the reason to break is " like another girl "..... SO tis reason can just only hurt ppl...... BUT does boy know tat ?? NO.... he ll just throwing away the gal tat is not liking anymore...... he ll not care her anymore...... Thus, love equals to GAME !! i just feel sad to someone tat get hurt n sad just because of tat irresponsible guy..... when thinking of him, then she ll cry n moody..... for WAT ?? b4 tis, i also like tat.... but do tat for wat ?? meaningless !!! so forget about him..... no need to remember back the memories wif him again...... he also ll not come back to ur side..... I believe love.... but it havent come to my side yet..... if we wan de love is hurting, then we need to let it go..... we no need to hold it and make us suffering.... no worth..... " Love starts wif a smile.... Grows wif a kiss.... Ends wif a tear.... "....... Sweet-Romantic-Bitter....... BUT love is just a word until it is proven to u.....

Dont frown,

u never know who is falling in love wif ur smile...♥

Be happy ^^

Wednesday - Feb 3
ya.... today someone is unhappy.... dont like to talk & just sit there..... during presentation, be silent when we were looking others groups present (not wrong la).... but if someone's eyes got "water", then jiu weird le lor.... dont u wan to tell me tat u "gan dong" ah... ?? not guah..... erm... so "u" r crying le lor..... i asked like tat.... but din answer me & also no response.... then suddenly answered me tat "u" had no mood & dont wan to talk.... k..... i dont knoe wat happen.... but i can guess dao some..... relate to "him" again, right ?? ya..... after tat, i asked u..... i m right..... "him" again.... haiyo...... sad for tat leh..... n he scolded u ?? wat !! wat kind of man tat is !!! becoz of "her" then "he" scold "u"... ?? aidi.... BAD !! haizzz..... n tis morning quite tired la..... body quite painful..... dont knoe why..... haizz.... then tis afternoon suddenly not comfortable..... but now ok le..... k.... so hope tat everyone can be happy... especially "u"... dont think about "him" le.... no worth.... but i ll only say ppl la.... myself also like tat.... haha....

My life ^^
Wif my ♥.....

moody ??

Tuesday - Feb 2
I got everyday moody meh ?? where got ?? if not, i wan how oh ?? everyday laugh ?? i also ve emotions de mah... n i m not clown !!! if everyday happy, also can..... BUT tat kind of happiness is fake de le.... not real de..... coz i m a human and also a gal...... i m not brave or strong..... i cant solve every problems de..... i ll also ANGRY...... if not, "u" tell me lor..... u din ve moody de oh ?? u din get angry de oh ?? u din cry de oh ?? then u r not human le lor.... !!!

Seven times le...............
which one SERIOUS de.................

dont tell me ALL ah..............................
boys just like to act like very HERO de................